My Glasses as classy as usual.
If I Never Knew You~
If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be
And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I’d find in you
The missing part of me
If I never knew you,
:) Very much
How to overcome this? people are supposed to be glad when something they didn’t wanted is over.. but what should I do when what I wanted with my heart has ended? naivety was my worst enemy, not only because It stopped me from loving you when you were the innocent sweet person I met for the first time, but also because it make stay by your side when I realized I was the only one in love. Love wasn’t enough for the two of us since the beginning… and I knew it.
I feel lost, I don’t know if I should either be mad at you for giving me a free way to love you when you knew you didn’t feel the same way or thank you for avoiding me a longer pain in a relationship of one. My heart got broken for the first time, I was willing to give you the best of me but everything turned out to be wrong, every moment was a reminder of my mistakes in the past..those that you never forgave. I try to understand. Now this punishment chases me like no other, it’s ruining my days from the very moment I open my eyes in the morning till the night when I fall asleep. But I never regret how sweet I tried to be with you although I feel alone in the process. I cry when I think that you never wanted my tenderness, sometimes I feel like you broke my heart with a lame excuse just to get rid of me.. how sad is that. Now the biggest pain comes when I realize you don’t need me, and you never did. I was the one depending on you, sacrificing my time and feelings and now I am so sorry for me. You gave me plenty of signals about the end, but I cheated myself by ignoring them.
True love is not an easy thing to find, but I found it in my heart and I gave it all to you. Too bad you didn’t appreciate that and I hate to say this, but I might be the one to blame, I turned an innocent person into a rancorous heart, I was the first victim of a dark side of yours I never expected to know but I’m still hoping you turn back alright.
All I want is not to get infected with the same bad feelings that filled your heart in the first place, I want to move on in my life and appreciate the love I receive from others. I want to break the chains of a bad past and a revenged romance. And of course..
Debbie & Joey Ramone..Sweet #rockanrolla #Punk #Blondie
Stop complaining about the traffic in your city.. check how’s in mine.. #Bogota